It is strange, it seems like only last week I was writing a blog post about how it has been a year since I went to Japan. Now it has been five months since that post. I don’t know where the time is going. I think a lot of time flew by with me changing companies and getting used to the new routine. I have been at the new company two months already, which is hard for me to believe.
I feel like I am doing lots and also doing lots of nothing as well. It is a weird feeling. Maybe it really is all about balance. I have been spending lots of time doing soul-searching and trying to figure out where I should be at in my life. I suppose if I look at it one way I could think – I am exactly where I am meant to be at this moment. I could also look at it another way – I feel like I haven’t found where I want to be in my life. Both of those statements are true. By place I am speaking in the literal sense. I have not found a place that feels like I can call it home yet. I have a comfy house which is true, but that is not what I am talking about. Maybe I am just tired of the city I currently live in and maybe it is time to find a new one. The time just doesnt’ feel right quite yet to venture away from this city yet. I will know when it is time. Knowing me I could just be over analyzing everything again.
Adairmoon 