With a big sigh of relief, here I am again. Sometimes I wonder why I don’t keep writing when life gets overwhelming. One would think that would be the optimal time to write. I think part of me believes writing about the hardships will make it hurt more. The other part (the part which I have been ignoring lately) needs to write for release. Writing keeps me sane. Through my emotional pain I try to find the good in the situation. I think I may try to do it too much, in an attempt to not feel the hurt that is inside.
I ask myself if all the decisions that have led to this exact moment in my life were the right things. I have to say yes. Every choice I made has led me to this point. In my current situation I don’t think I would have changed a single thing. I know I have made mistakes in my life, but those have taught me valuable lessons. I do not regret any of the choices I have made. Each choice has made me who I am and I don’t think that is a bad thing at all. I am more comfortable with myself than I have ever been.
I am very lucky to have the people in my life that I do. The ones who support me. Who listen to me. Even though some of you may not be living close to me or soon not to be living close to me, I know that I still will be supported. I am very grateful and thankful. These past two weeks have taught me that I have a much bigger support network here than I thought. I love you all. 🙂
Adairmoon 