Sometimes I think there is someone keeping track for the Universe on how much change a person can handle. I know I can handle lots and come out stronger after dealing with my emotions. I have made it through my losing all of my grandparents and my Dad within five years. Handled moving to a new country pretty well, did take some adjustment but I pulled it off. Getting married, getting divorced – I survived. Having the person that I opened my soul to leave, I overcame that. But, I think I am good with big changes for awhile.
Getting a new job is a great change, losing another person who is a huge part of my life is not so great. I have had lots of positive change throughout my life too and even that can be a challenge.
This past month I am owning the change in my life, but I think the path I am on needs a yield sign because the changes are running out of room to merge.
I have learned lots about myself in a short time thanks to change. I have found a wonderful support network and rekindled my passions. I am taking classes, planning trips, seeing my friends and really living. So all the change has given me these gifts, but damn are these emotions kicking me in the ass. 🙂
I am going to focus on living in the moment because we never know what the future holds and my anxiety needs a rest area.
Adairmoon 